journeys

This is going to be the first in a series of explorative entries. I have a lot of things that I am going to move through rather quickly as a means to sort out some questions and thoughts as well as inquire to this realm of kind folks some feedback.

I have an incredible connection to Christ, and Christ Consciousness. I also have some struggles with this. My struggle does not question the existence of Christ. It has been rather evident in my 22 years that I have a real relationship with Him. But I have noticed that the realtionship that I have with Him, is not the same relationship that I see others having. I acknowledge that there are many levels of kinship, and various experiences from each individual to the next, but this does not feel like the same sort of differences that I have experienced. I have opened my heart to many faces of peoples experience, and truley connect with them. I find it lovely and important for me to be in a community of people that explore thier relationship with Christ, and have done so for most of my life. But I also feel outside and questionable a lot. I have faith, and trust and Love, and I am working on letting go of my masquerade of humility and intellegence, but there is something else here. Something that I am aware that I have not put my finger on in this article, mostly because I intend to spend some time on writing it out a little later today. I trust that this is a safe place to explore this. I I think you in advance for your patience with me. I yearn to explore my connection with people who are interested. Much love. And I will be writing a lot more in a few hours! Mim